Tuesday, May 15, 2007

settling back into Vancouver

Hmmmmmm, back in Vancouver and it certainly does NOT feel like Kauai. Sure the weather is cooperating and the sun is shining, the temperatures are rising and everyone is walking around in shorts and short sleeves but I am having a bit of trouble trying to reclaim the me that I am on Kauai.

So much to do here and it just seems extra busy. I'm sure it has always been this way but now that I actually got out of it for a few weeks, I am noticing it big time. Take the writing for example. Each day on Kauai, I spent the morning writing or at least a big portion of the morning focussing on this task. Here, however, there are so many other tasks calling to me and it becomes hard to even find the time during the day to get what needs to be accomplished done. Why is that?

I haven't even seen friends that I thought I would see as soon as I returned. Everyone is so busy. While I always say the Time is an Illusion, now I wonder, for time seems to slipping away so fast each week. Sigh.

But here I sit with the sun streaming into my office and I know that I will accomplish much today as I have been doing since returning......just the writing seems to have taken a back seat which is NOT what I had intended. Life does get in the way at times.

Tryng to do all that I want to do while still feeling the need to do more. It was easier living on Kauai but for some odd reason, I keep returning here - to Vancouver and all the hustle and bustle.

Oh well, time to get going here. It is only shortly after 7:00 a.m. and yet I feel like I should have done more by now..........yikes.........I'll take a deep breath and move through this feeling of - I don't even know how to describe what it is that I am feeling.

Until next time, blessings and Aloha

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