Beach day

Here I sit and nothing of note is coming to me. Perhaps it is because it is Saturday and I had promised myself to take the entire weekend off and simply relax and hang out with friends, and more importantly, hang out with me.

The past couple of months has been strange for me. I chuckle as my life in general feels strange to me at the best of times but the past few months has seen me make some changes in the way that I view me and what it is that I do. Coming to grips with the reality that is me and while there are times when I feel things "should" be different, I am finally able to accept that my uniqueness is no longer a curse. It is what makes me special and while I am not saying this to boost my ego, it has become very important for me to give myself credit instead of lamenting the fact that my life is like no other.

I had always tried to fit in or rather to blend with the norm and I did quite a good job of it if I do say so myself but now, there is no desire to blend in anymore. Is this good? I don't know but I do feel more in alignment with me so I guess that is a step in the right direction.

Heading to the beach in a while and I will be taking a note pad to get some ideas down for the next "writing" project that is coming down the chute. Lots of ideas swirling around and one of them is to finish or redo a book that I started years ago. It is a story of a woman who breaks out of her life when she finds herself facing some pretty severe physical challenges. I had tentatively called it "The Journey Continues - One woman's quest for Self Discovery. You get the idea. Got bogged down though when I moved back to Vancouver and it has been sitting on a shelf all that time. That is one option. Of course I could just bang out some more of those lovely little erotic stories or flesh out some of the ones that I already wrote. Hmmmmm, lots to think about.

But for now, to the beach. Enjoy your day and be good to yourself.

Blessings and Aloha