Friday, June 01, 2007

I can't believe the weather this past week. Summer has definitely arrived and I, for one, am stoked. Picked up some sushi and went down to the beach to people watch and catch the sunset last night. The beach was packed and the constant parade of people and dogs was incredible. Do you realize how very many people walk past in a single hour. I asked my friend if she had any idea how many people did in fact walk along the seawall in any given hour, or day and she had no idea. Not that it is a big deal but I do wonder.

There was also a fire dancer as the sun set and THAT was rather interesting to watch. I remember as a kid and also when my kids were kids taking a stick and putting into the fire and then swirling it around and around. The designs it made always intriqued me but I'm sure it the same with everyone. It makes we remember that there is a cumulative effect, energetically, when we move or speak. The energy projects out and has an impact out beyond what we can see or feel even if we don't know exactly how.

An interesting development has occurred in my life. This is something that is completely all girly girl here so bear with me. I had written about a certain someone in my life that I had been having a hard time detaching from but I had made up my mind to step away after one last encounter. Wouldn't you know it but a certain 3 little word sentence emerged from the beings mouth and to say it has shocked me would be an understatement. Sure I had been feeling this energy but thought I was imagining it and had been trying to get a handle on my own feelings in the situation and then he said I Love you.

Normally the thing that would occur would be a warm fuzzy feeling and thoughts of riding off into the sunset together but this is not to be. Just a shift in how I relate to what it is that we DO have. Oh well, at least I feel better about what it is that is occurring even if it might be what I had envisioned. Anyway, I'm just babbling and I know there are going to be a few of you out there that will go "KATRICE......run for the hills" but at least it feels good to know that I hadn't been imagining the shift that had come over him this past few weeks.

Love is a funny thing to be sure and now that this energy is flowing unimpeded I can get on with my life and let this relationship take its course. Who knows where it is headed now but I have to admit, that I am feeling much more comfortable in the inconsistencies that are already present.

So now I am off for my day. The sun is blazing and it promises to be a hot one. Working this afternoon with some people and then doing a special event at a Casino this evening. Promises to be a long day but I'm sure it will be fruitful.

Heading to Wreck Beach tomorrow for the day. For those of you who are not familiar with Wreck, it is our Nude Beach and far from the regular city life that we know. Beautiful raw beach with no power lines or any form of civilization visible as we sit in all our own divine glory simply basking in the sun. Sounds good eh?

Have a great day and I'll be back.

Blessings and Aloha

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