Woke up this morning early again. Didn't sleep well........one of those days I guess. Had thought that things this week were going to be different but I guess I'll chalk it all up to mercury retrograde. Had expectations about certain things and they are all falling into the abyss. Not that any of the "things" I am referring to here are life altering or anything but there are times when I do look forward to things and then when they shift into something other than what I had expected, I do find myself sinking into a lower vibration. I'll move through it of course....I always do but at this precise moment, I am feeling low. Big sigh.
Have lots of things to do and other plans that I am hoping will remain as planned but I guess it is time to find some other things to do to replace the plans that fell through. Life can be such a pain at times. We look forward to things and events and then POOF.....they shift. I am getting very good at not expecting things but sometimes I think that it becomes a way of being where the trust that things will work out the way you want them to never materializes so that TRUST issue seems to be up for me again.
I want to be able to move forward with some modicum of trust in the outcomes but the past few years, my life has been rather topsy turvy. I of course chose this life that I am leading but at times I do tire of the incessant quest for perfection or at least a sense of calm as I find myself moving in limbo a lot of the time.
I had better go to the gym and get out of this funk that I can feel creeping up on me.
Have a great day whoever is reading these words right now.
Blessings
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