I had an email this morning from someone saying that he had just read one of my posts and I realized that again, I had not been here for some time. This is a man that I do not know and I realized that I should get back to it.
Just yesterday I quit something that had been taking up some time and told my father that I would be taking a sabbatical to concentrate on writing. Telling people this makes it real...RIGHT?? I read my Daily OM this morning and it had the following lines as the intro...
You may feel rebellious today, and your independent spirit may inspire you to break free from your usual routine. These feelings may indicate a deeper need for personal expression, and you may want to consider following the urgings of your heart.
GRIN.........looks like the Universe knows me or at least I am finally tapping into that part of me that has been hiding. The creative being I mean. She has been sitting here patiently waiting for me to finally get back at it......writing that is. When I was on Kauai I wrote every single day and it was simply a part of my life. Vancouver is a much harder place to write but I have to stop using that as an excuse because like it or not, I am here and will be here for a while. Still feel that I am meant to be moving on to somewhere else but like I said, I am here NOW and so need to get focussed on writing because it makes me feel good, like I am doing something for me. And when I do for me, the sense of satisfaction is incredible.
Will be back here on a much more regular basis as I no longer have any - and I mean ANY outside obligations. No job, no place to go and hang around waiting for the world to find me...NOTHING. I thought it would feel scary but it feels somehow liberating. Of course knowing that I don't have to be worrying about money certainly helps.
Anyway, talk to you all later.
Blessings
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