.......well at first sight, it doesn't seem like I have transitioned through much today but now that I think about it, the writing bug seems to have taken roost within said Writer.........that would be ME. And here I sit once more, writing away to whoever is actually reading this. I was under the impression that people responded to blogs. Perhaps I should have a contest for the most innovative remark from you "my faithful readers"............let me think about it. I am thinking seriously of moving back here, so perhaps the prize would be an invite when I do.......move back that is......hmmm, just a thought.
Wow where to begin? Started the day out writing and it continued on for over 4 hours until my friend came to go to the beach with me................. YIKES. This is GREAT. That is exactly what it was that I had planned to do while here on my beloved island. And I DO love it here but I digress. I have made the decision to get serious about my writing and that will entail some HUGE leaps of faith for me but seeing how I am making it an important part of my day here, the plan is to carry this new and improved "writer me" back to Vancouver.
I have a story that I have promised to submit to a real live publisher by the end of May so I am telling everyone that I know about this and now you too know about it. I figure with a few hundred or a few thousand people knowing about it, I will make it reality. So far so good. it is only Day 5 but hey it is a start.
I remember when I lived here before I started to write a book. This book was fictional in that the names have been changed to protect the innocent but it is still sitting there, all 246 pages of it....unfinished. I'm told this happens to a lot of writers. I am choosing to believe that another reason that I am here is to figure out how to end that particular book. You see it is based on ME and my own story. So much has happened since I started to write it that I am having a hard time trying to figure out how to end it. Of course since it is fiction and I AM writing it, I can end it any way I choose to. In doing that, not only will I feel really relieved to have finished it but it will allow to move fully cleansed into the next chapter of my Life. What a concept!!
Just do it!
Another great day in paradise.
Blessings and Aloha
Monday, April 23, 2007
Lifting veils to reveal what is already there...
sheesh....yesterday morning I was all quiet and peaceful and this morning the dreams plagued me so much so that the first thing out of my mouth was "Jeez, what was that all about?"
I am not much of a dreamer (at least during my sleeping state - I reserve it for daydreaming..smile) but last night or perhaps early this morning there was a rapid fire stream of different scenarios that all revolved around lots of people, many rooms and doorways and losing things. So all you dream analysis people can have a field day with that one.
If I wasn't looking for someone, I was looking for some thing, there were drives in vehicles where I could actually touch the sides of mountains and other cars as we were driving so close together. I had 2 separate little dark kids asking me to hold stuff for them and then I lost them too. A friend of mine was in each of these dreams and he kept talking about NOT wanting to go home which is REALLY strange because he is one of these people that you need to light a stick of dynamite under to go anywhere. There were doorways that would open up to brick walls...hmmmmmmmm, that one always gets me. There was also a group of people dressed up in African shawls and they were obviously a dance group and they kept asking me to come join them. I do love to do African dance so perhaps I should go dancing soon.....smle
I could go on and on but as I sit here I am simply coming back into my own energy as waking up from all that frantic seeking and searching is just too draining. Weird.........
Last evening I went to a gathering and they have LOTS of various gatherings on this island. This one was with an ongoing group who meet weekly to discuss various works by Jon Marc Hammer. Some of you may know of him. He channels Jeshua and some of the titles in the series are "The Way of the Heart" and "The Way of the Servant". The particular topic last night was on "communication". When it came time for group discussion everyone was silent. We all laughed but I made the comment that perhaps since communication is simply communing with the Soul we were all in the perfect "communication" mode and should simply stay with it. Of course, most people were trying to analyze the WHY for the quietness and it soon turned into a huge discussion as to what exactly communication is and what was the message that the author was trying to share. It didn't take long for the whole energy to shift and soon we all went our separate ways. I keep thinking that that evening gathering might have something to do with the strange dreams I had but then again, I am probably overanalyzing which is something that this particular Aquarian is prone to do.
Sigh................
I have the day to myself today and probably most of the week too so I am definitely going to have lots of time to commune with my own Soul and this I plan to do. It is now Day 5 which is a day of transition. I have been feeling a deep sense of transition for the past few months now which is one of the reasons I am here, on the island. Where or how I am transitioning I am still not sure but a deep inner knowingness tells me that this is so.
Transitions mean change but I am sensing a smoother change than at other times in my life. Or perhaps this is what I am HOPING for. Change is never easy but it is constant so I am being guided to be quiet and simply allow for whatever is next to emerge for that it will surely do. We know nothing, we only life veils to reveal what is already there. I read this somewhere and now it is sitting staring at me from the screen.
We all know exactly what it is that we are meant to be doing but we do tend to go around searching for what it is. And in the end, it is simply sitting patiently waiting for our ego to let it rise to the surface. There is that patience word.
So today I shall sit and wait. Well, perhaps I shall prime the well and write LOTS today. Of course the beach shall be there calling to me so I will be sure to spend time there as well, communing with my Soul.
I hope that life is treating you all well and feel free to connect with me. I have not disappeared. Simply relocated for a short time.
Blessings and Aloha until next time.
I am not much of a dreamer (at least during my sleeping state - I reserve it for daydreaming..smile) but last night or perhaps early this morning there was a rapid fire stream of different scenarios that all revolved around lots of people, many rooms and doorways and losing things. So all you dream analysis people can have a field day with that one.
If I wasn't looking for someone, I was looking for some thing, there were drives in vehicles where I could actually touch the sides of mountains and other cars as we were driving so close together. I had 2 separate little dark kids asking me to hold stuff for them and then I lost them too. A friend of mine was in each of these dreams and he kept talking about NOT wanting to go home which is REALLY strange because he is one of these people that you need to light a stick of dynamite under to go anywhere. There were doorways that would open up to brick walls...hmmmmmmmm, that one always gets me. There was also a group of people dressed up in African shawls and they were obviously a dance group and they kept asking me to come join them. I do love to do African dance so perhaps I should go dancing soon.....smle
I could go on and on but as I sit here I am simply coming back into my own energy as waking up from all that frantic seeking and searching is just too draining. Weird.........
Last evening I went to a gathering and they have LOTS of various gatherings on this island. This one was with an ongoing group who meet weekly to discuss various works by Jon Marc Hammer. Some of you may know of him. He channels Jeshua and some of the titles in the series are "The Way of the Heart" and "The Way of the Servant". The particular topic last night was on "communication". When it came time for group discussion everyone was silent. We all laughed but I made the comment that perhaps since communication is simply communing with the Soul we were all in the perfect "communication" mode and should simply stay with it. Of course, most people were trying to analyze the WHY for the quietness and it soon turned into a huge discussion as to what exactly communication is and what was the message that the author was trying to share. It didn't take long for the whole energy to shift and soon we all went our separate ways. I keep thinking that that evening gathering might have something to do with the strange dreams I had but then again, I am probably overanalyzing which is something that this particular Aquarian is prone to do.
Sigh................
I have the day to myself today and probably most of the week too so I am definitely going to have lots of time to commune with my own Soul and this I plan to do. It is now Day 5 which is a day of transition. I have been feeling a deep sense of transition for the past few months now which is one of the reasons I am here, on the island. Where or how I am transitioning I am still not sure but a deep inner knowingness tells me that this is so.
Transitions mean change but I am sensing a smoother change than at other times in my life. Or perhaps this is what I am HOPING for. Change is never easy but it is constant so I am being guided to be quiet and simply allow for whatever is next to emerge for that it will surely do. We know nothing, we only life veils to reveal what is already there. I read this somewhere and now it is sitting staring at me from the screen.
We all know exactly what it is that we are meant to be doing but we do tend to go around searching for what it is. And in the end, it is simply sitting patiently waiting for our ego to let it rise to the surface. There is that patience word.
So today I shall sit and wait. Well, perhaps I shall prime the well and write LOTS today. Of course the beach shall be there calling to me so I will be sure to spend time there as well, communing with my Soul.
I hope that life is treating you all well and feel free to connect with me. I have not disappeared. Simply relocated for a short time.
Blessings and Aloha until next time.
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