let the wind blow

Having some interesting glitches with the computer this morning. Perhaps I am being guided to step within and stop going "out". actually makes complete sense to me today. Been having some off interactions with people and plans the past few days. Decided NOT to even try to plan anything for today and will just let it flow on its own. Good guidance.........thanks Spirit.

So I am more than half way through my trip here and unlike other times, I am actually looking forward to going home and getting the next stage of my life moving along. Lots of ideas swirling around and knowing that I have some concrete plans feels good. Of course, since my life has been rather loosey goosey the past 3 years since returning to Vancouver it should prove interesting.

Funny I wrote concrete plans.....like set in stone......which none of them are so why I thought they were concrete almost escapes me UNLESS I actually DO what it is that I am envisioning in my little head. What a concept. Making plans and decisions and then doing them. I'm pretty good at doing that for the short term but when it moves into the realm on long term, I tend to fall a little short.

My whole life has been one of seeing how it goes and then if it doesn't...go in the direction that I envision, I cut loose and move on. Of course sometimes it has taken me longer than necessary to cut loose but over the years, the shifts have been quicker and quicker and at the moment I am definitely ready to open the sails and move forward. Hmmmm, open the sails. I guess that comes from the fact that the winds have been blowing really well since arriving on island. I have found myself sitting and simply allowing the wind to blow over me and somehow, it seems to comfort me. I close my eyes and let it blow, taking any unease that is present and moving it out. Been doing a lot of that.

My favourite place to do this is at the beach or up on a bluff or even just out in the yard as this place that I am staying at is on a bluff overlooking a large valley so when the winds blow, they BLOW. Being an Aquarian I love the wind and the water so being here is perfect for now. But then again, living in Vancouver works too since I have chosen to live by the water there too.

Anyway, enough of my blathering for the morning. I have other things to do........for me and off I shall go. Hope you are all doing well.

Blessings and Aloha until next time.