So big SHIFT this morning. A friend called and came over to visit. He had just come from his doctors office and was not looking very good. Turns out that his cancer has returned. I had been feeling something like this coming on for the past few months but when he shared it, I felt like I had been hit with a ton of bricks.
And yes...this would be the HIM of which I have occasionally ranted in these posts. Now what? He came to MY house when he heard the news. Sigh...............
So now the test of myself as a TRUE HEALER begins.
Blessings and Namaste
Monday, June 11, 2007
weirdos of the world unite.......
Monday morning here. I find that generally I look forward to Mondays - unlike a lot of people. Today has dawned rather dreary actually. Lots of cloud cover AGAIN and it feels very muggy. So I presume before long the rains will once more be dumping on us. It does keep things green which is a good thing. Of course, for those people who live out in the suburbs they are scrambling because of all the flood warnings. Glad I live on the 4th floor.....smile
Had an interesting coffee meeting yesterday. I only say interesting because half way through, I got this really uncomforrtable feeling and simply stood up and said I'm not enjoying this conversation and I walked out - never to look back. It amazes me at how much some people simply assume that the person they are talking to will actually be enjoying listening to a story that would normally be reserved for VERY close friends. Anyway, these meeting for coffee things are really starting to bore me anyway so, yes, I am going to cease and desist for a while. While it can be entertaining for a while, I am not one of those women who really likes to "date" or whatever meeting for coffee is. I have a number of male friends who are just that - friends - and I find that I can get my Male attentionf ix and have fun with them instead of meeting up with one goof or another who is only interested in seeing how far he can get within 4 minutes of meeting me. I kid you not. They are only there to see if I will succumb to their - I hesitate to call them - "charms". I mean what on earth is wrong with most of the male population.
Oh oh I feel a rant coming on. What is it about the men of the world at the moment, or perhaps it is simply the men that I am attracting to me?
I want to say to my new friend JOHN, you are not included in this....smile.
I have always been pretty open and up front and have no problem discussing almost anything BUT I do draw the line at someone telling me about his last date with someone who just happened to fulfill his most erotic fantasy. I mean I had not even had a full cup of coffee and there he was starting to share. I say starting to share because once I saw where this was leading, I got out of there. I love to laugh and have fun and I can talk about anything - and I mean ANY thing with most people. But when I hardly know someone and this topic gets opened up so fast I wonder at the sanity of my being so open and accomodating to others.
Hmmmmm, perhaps that is one of the problems now that I think about it. Perhaps in my quest to be there for others I have inadvertantly opened myself up to the all the weirdos of the world. Those people who are so in need of shocking others that they feel that they can do so immediately upon meeting me. Something to consider.
Anyway, things to do on this Monday morning so I bid you all adieu......
Blessings and Aloha
Had an interesting coffee meeting yesterday. I only say interesting because half way through, I got this really uncomforrtable feeling and simply stood up and said I'm not enjoying this conversation and I walked out - never to look back. It amazes me at how much some people simply assume that the person they are talking to will actually be enjoying listening to a story that would normally be reserved for VERY close friends. Anyway, these meeting for coffee things are really starting to bore me anyway so, yes, I am going to cease and desist for a while. While it can be entertaining for a while, I am not one of those women who really likes to "date" or whatever meeting for coffee is. I have a number of male friends who are just that - friends - and I find that I can get my Male attentionf ix and have fun with them instead of meeting up with one goof or another who is only interested in seeing how far he can get within 4 minutes of meeting me. I kid you not. They are only there to see if I will succumb to their - I hesitate to call them - "charms". I mean what on earth is wrong with most of the male population.
Oh oh I feel a rant coming on. What is it about the men of the world at the moment, or perhaps it is simply the men that I am attracting to me?
I want to say to my new friend JOHN, you are not included in this....smile.
I have always been pretty open and up front and have no problem discussing almost anything BUT I do draw the line at someone telling me about his last date with someone who just happened to fulfill his most erotic fantasy. I mean I had not even had a full cup of coffee and there he was starting to share. I say starting to share because once I saw where this was leading, I got out of there. I love to laugh and have fun and I can talk about anything - and I mean ANY thing with most people. But when I hardly know someone and this topic gets opened up so fast I wonder at the sanity of my being so open and accomodating to others.
Hmmmmm, perhaps that is one of the problems now that I think about it. Perhaps in my quest to be there for others I have inadvertantly opened myself up to the all the weirdos of the world. Those people who are so in need of shocking others that they feel that they can do so immediately upon meeting me. Something to consider.
Anyway, things to do on this Monday morning so I bid you all adieu......
Blessings and Aloha
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