guilt is a wasted emotion

So I am NOT going to feel guilty for not writing or at least that is what I am telling myself but at the end of the day, I am a tad annoyed that I have stepped back from my daily blogs. Having a hard time getting focused these days, on a number of different levels. Stepping back from some situations and opening up to new ones and at the end of the day, much is shifting in my world.

Finishing the manuscript was a big thing for me but I foolishly thought that I could jump right back into the pages and start creating something brand new but unfortunately, I just havne't figured out what it is that I want to work on right now.

I have a ton of material that could be compiled and put together for an inspirational book but the laziness factor kicks in and I balk. I have a BIG 243 page manuscript of a semi-autobiographical novel that I could resurrect and I am sitting here looking at the big Yellow file that contains the hard copy. THAT would be the best thing for me to do for my own growth, but will it bring in any money at this time? Uh, no! And I do need to focus on the manifesting of abundance so that brings me to little short stories but on what topic.

The novelette that I did complete and send was not one of the THREE that they chose. THREE! Sheesh........I thought that an anthology would have WAY more than simply 3 stories in it but that appears to not be true in that case. I need to resubmit that one to other publishers and perhaps that should be the next thing for me to do.

So you see, there are a ton of different possibilities for the writer in me to tackle but.....sigh.....the creative surge just seems to have fizzled at the moment. Hmmmmmm

This time of year is really slow as well for the work that I do but I am hopeful that it will soon start to shift as I am having some pretty incredible breakthroughs with a couple of new clients, one of whom is my daughter. And that is a completely AWESOME turn of events. You see, both Brie (my daughter) and I have had a rather out of balance relationship for the past couple of years. When she called and asked me to do a session on her I was thrilled and she even accepted that there would probably be some emotional cleansing to work through concerning her and I. And it was a great session. She no longer needs to go to the chiropractor and yesterday she had another session and once again, she felt great. Once a week sessions is now what she is wanting to experience and methinks she is going to become one of my biggest promoters. In fact, today her personal trainer is also coming for a session because of how much better Brie was after just one session. Wish me luck as this is the work that I am wanting to focus on and all I need to do is keep the clients coming which will ease the pressure on me to get back into the creative mode.

And for those of you who are not aware of what these sessions are all about, feel free to contact me. I am also available to do distant/remote healing using all the same gifts that are used when I do a personal one on one session. That's it for my own self promotion but I would love to help any of you who are currently experiencing pain, whether it is physical, mental, emotional or spiritual. Wonderful results within a very short time too so not something that you have to use your life savings for........big grin.

So there.......words on the page and I am going to get myself more organized and make sure to use my time wisely from now on, or at least that is the plan.

Blessings to you all.