in Gratitude

I received the most beautiful email from one of my readers this morning and it brought tears to my eyes. I had corresponded with this young man a few months ago when he was going through something and after reading my most recent blog entries, he chose to send me a poem and words of inspiration to assist ME during this time. So beautiful and it makes me realize that there are many MANY out there who are with me throughout it all even if I never even meet them....or you. There are some very good things about the internet and, to me, this is one of them. Thanks Alexander...............smile

So many of the young people out in the world today seem to be struggling. I am coming to realize that the density of this dimension is just too hard on their higher vibrating bodies. Old Souls every one, trying to make sense of it all. I am not one of the young ones but I relate completely to them or should I say, to YOU all.

My life has been a challenge in that I kept trying to fit into what everyone else in my world was seemingly resonating with. I did a pretty good job of it all until I decided that I needed to live my life in a different way. And that is when the fun started..........well, perhaps not exactly FUN but life certainly is different than how I had thought it would be.

I am looking forward to the next few months as I embark on a NEW career or life path. I have been talking about writing for a very long LONG time now but always got sidetracked because I thought I had to do something else. Why do we fear what it is that our Souls are calling for us to do? Why do we not trust?

I am using the cosmic "WE" as I know that you are also questioning your place within it all. But really? Why do we distrust that voice calling to our souls? Why do we insist on staying "down" instead of rising up into the fullness of our Beings?

As I sit here writing this, I realize that I just didn't think that this would be a worthwile thing to do with my life. Do other writers struggle with this too? I know that writing makes me feel good and clears up my head..........and boy, oh boy, can it get cluttered.......grin. I think that, at least for me, I have always thought that to sit and just write all day would not pay the bills but now, I don't have to worry about that for a while so there is no longer any excuse for me NOT to do it.

It is what I have been wanting to do for such a long time and now, finally, the opportunity has presented itself. But I need to know that others are actually reading it. Are YOU? It would really help me if you could comment - you know like a regular exchange. It will make me know that I am not doing this just for me.........which I have to admit is the main reason.......but that it somehow makes a difference in your day. Sparks something or makes you go "Hey, I know what she means".

Perhaps this is selfish asking for comments but my entire life has been devoted to helping others and knowing that my words make a difference in YOUR life will make it so much easier for me to share.

In the next little while I will also be starting an inspirational newsletter and once that is up and running I will advise everyone where they can find it. Probably through my website but you never know what is going to develop over the next few months. I know that I am putting it out there to come into contact with some editors and publishers - people who can really make it possible to my words to make it out into the world of paper.........sigh............I still like holding the words in my hands. It is solid and while the words are still words here, seeing them in print has a different feel to it. I know you know what I mean or maybe it is just the way a writer feels about his or her words.

Off to the gym now but thanks for reading.

Have a wonderful day and be good to your self...You deserve it.

Namaste