So yes I am still in the land of the living and so much for my last posting. Got all bogged down with the funeral of my ex husband and not to worry I am fine. The kids were a bit out of it for obvious reasons and my oldest friend was the ex's partner for the past 7 years so as you can only imagine it was quite surreal for a week or so.
Also, another friend of mine is going through cancer treatments too so I have been spending a lot of time out at his place trying to help out. I must be nuts though as it is completely taking me out of my own space and energy. The anger that he is experiencing is natural but it is quite awful watching someone trying to run away from something that will not let him go. He doesn't want to sit and be with it so that he can find his own place of strength within it all. I can only do so much but being ME, I just keep plugging through it all. I know that I will be spending time out there since cleaning the big house, looking after a 7 month old Shephard and making sure that he eats is something that is consuming him. He wants to be able to do it all but like it or not, that is not happening and that brings out his anger once again. Anyway, I will still be attempting to do my own thng without getting completely caught up in all that is his. He does need help though and I am the consumate helper dudette.
So now you know what has been happening and what my current excuse is for not getting back to this writing gig.
Blessings
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