Thursday, February 21, 2008

Seeing the bigger picture

As promised a month or so ago, I am posting an article/channelling that came rushing out of me as I prepared for a Spiritual Development circle that I am hosting in my home next week. As with most of my writings, there is always a sensation that something of note is ready to arrive and I truly hope that this little dose of clarity enhances your day somewhat. I welcome your comments.

Blessings and Namaste.

Seeing the Bigger Picture

There are times in our lives when we inadvertently place of veil of illusion over what we see occurring in our lives. We choose to shut out all that does not jive with what our picture of reality is. We simply look at what we want to believe is the truth, thereby allowing all that is not holy and pure to filter into all aspects of the life WE are creating.

During these times of transition and, even though they may be hard to handle on this earth plane, we ARE constantly transitioning into a newness that matches our divine vibration. There are so many things that can take us out of this place within the divine and, being human, we do tend to cling to the old ways of being as the newness presses us to become more.

This pressure that we feel coming from the inside of our being is our Soul saying “Hey, pay attention. There is more here than meets the naked eye. There is a Soul expression trying to make it to the surface of your mirror so that you can truly see what is really happening. And what is this expression showing you? It is pure and simply YOU. The YOU who is wanting to step into the highest and best YOU that you can be.

It is time to open your eyes and awaken to the power of your Soul.

From the observation of the Soul, nothing is hidden. All that is pure and holy is shining with the same intensity of light as all the shadow aspects that you choose to keep in the dark. So allow this perceived darkness, or shadow part of you, to come to the surface, from a place of love for the self, so that YOU, in all your wonderful Soulful essence, can finally clear these unwanted patterns from the past.

Breathe a sigh of relief. The layers are starting to lift. The veil is thinning.

And with this thinning of the veils, you can clearly see with awareness that nothing is really bad, only shining a dimmer light, asking for release from the depths. You have in your possession all that you need to begin the excavation of all that you have chosen to keep buried. Think of it as an excavation of some lost baggage for this trip of your life as a Spirit in Human form.

You can now go through it and keep what you feel you still need, while disposing of all that no longer serves any purpose in your life. Slowly but surely, as more and more of the light rises to the surface, as you go through more and more of your old baggage, you find that truly nothing that you have carried all this time with respect to guilt, fear or shame needs to be held on to anymore. There comes a time when you are done with the past, ready to forge a new path. A path full of love and acceptance for all that you are.

That IS the bigger picture. A Path stretches ahead right now, shining brightly with all the love and light that you are. You are shining your own light on the picture before you. Just like you have always shone the same light backwards to remember all that was. Do you still feel it necessary to keep going back into the past to try to figure out all that lies before you – right here in the present?

Turn the Light around. Allow it to shine before you illuminating the Path ahead. Allow the picture before you to become clear. Dive into it as you would a cool pool of water on a hot summer’s day. Welcome the opportunity to move into the bigger picture that is your life.

Today choose to step into the future with a firm grip on where you are now. Strong and confident in seeing life for what it is with a heart that is pure and divine. With a heart that is bursting with excitement at the prospect of truly resonating all that is holy and divine within, creating a reality that is in alignment with your Soul’s purpose.

Take a step back and open to the eyes of your Soul. It is time to see beyond what is visible to the naked eye and choose to see through the eyes of the Soul, with an open heart and welcoming arms.

Welcome Home.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

crazy making life

Been back from Miami for a week and a half and it has been amazing, beautiful and also crazy making. Sure would be nice if I could finally find a place in my life where things go smoothly and make sense. Of course it would help if I would choose to spend my time with people who are in their right minds. Scary actually.

I realize that I have some serious issues that I need to address as I keep bringing people into my life - I actually seem to seek them out - who have some VERY serious mental and emotional wounds. I know that we bring people and experiences into our lives for a reason but I have finally decided that there are too many things going on around me that are not in harmony with ME that something has to shift. I realize that there must be these same mental and emotional things going on within me on a deeper level or else I wouldn't bring them in or more importantly, seek them out.

It is completely exhausting and confusing to me yet still I persist in staying in these situations. Time for a fresh start. I thank the Gods that I am a healthy being physically or else I would be falling into something even worse that the exhaustion that is consuming me at the moment.

Just had to put this down here. Thank God and Goddess for the blog.

Monday, February 04, 2008

going to Miami

Won't be posting for the next week as I am heading to Miami in the morning. Looking at a possible work opportunity. I'll fill everyone in at another time.

be well.

Friday, February 01, 2008

birthday celebration Part Deux

Just got home from a dinner with my kids. Lots of laughs, dancing and yummy food....way to go you guys. My son had a talk with me pertaining to my last post. He is concerned about said `guy`in my life and for that I am truly grateful. As many of you have probably seen, if you have been watching this blog for any time, said guy and I have had a rather tumultuous time of it since our first meeting back in january 2006. So my son`s concern is not without warrant.

Unfortunately when I am happy I tell one and all about it and when I am sad, I tend to do the same. So, this means that all the times in the past when said guy has hurt me, or thrown me for another loop, I have shared it with my nearest and dearest. Of course those who love us never want to hear that someone has done something to cause us to be sad so when I share how happy I now am with `him`they, of course, are waiting for the shoe to drop. I have to admit that I too am still not entirely certain that things are as they seem. I am choosing to believe that the changes that I feel are real and that this next stage of my life will be full of love and joy - such as I feel at this moment. Only time will tell but I still I am hopeful this time.

I think the kicker was the poem that I wrote about him a while back. When I read it to him, he got it.....how I feel about him and how our times together have affected me. Ever since I read it to him, things have changed. It is almost like he had not really seen me and all that I am and all that I have to offer but now, he looks at me with new eyes. No one else can see what I see in those eyes so, no matter what I say, about how I feel ,will really have any impact on another - they would have to see for themselves and I hope that over the next little while, they will get a chance to see what I see in this man.

But for now, I will have to just remain present in this moment and be good with it.

Blessings