Been back from Miami for a week and a half and it has been amazing, beautiful and also crazy making. Sure would be nice if I could finally find a place in my life where things go smoothly and make sense. Of course it would help if I would choose to spend my time with people who are in their right minds. Scary actually.
I realize that I have some serious issues that I need to address as I keep bringing people into my life - I actually seem to seek them out - who have some VERY serious mental and emotional wounds. I know that we bring people and experiences into our lives for a reason but I have finally decided that there are too many things going on around me that are not in harmony with ME that something has to shift. I realize that there must be these same mental and emotional things going on within me on a deeper level or else I wouldn't bring them in or more importantly, seek them out.
It is completely exhausting and confusing to me yet still I persist in staying in these situations. Time for a fresh start. I thank the Gods that I am a healthy being physically or else I would be falling into something even worse that the exhaustion that is consuming me at the moment.
Just had to put this down here. Thank God and Goddess for the blog.
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