Mother's Day

Feeling rather odd today. Firstly, neither of my kids called this morning to wish me Happy Mother's Day and then when I finally gave in and called my son, his girlfriend informed me that she will NOT be participating in my Mother's Day celebration. WHAT?

Originally the kids were going to be coming to MY house and cooking me dinner here which felt fine. Then my daughter said she had to work so the suggestion ws that I would spend it with my son and his girlfriend and do something another day with the daughter. BUT then SHE decided that she was going to help her best friend`s kids cook dinner for THEIR mom so could we all do it at her friends house. I said o.k. if it was going to the only way that I would be able to celebrate with them all but NOW of course...........well, it is all going down hill from here so I`ll just stop.

Sigh............and to make matters worse, the first Happy Mother`s Day greeting that I DID get was from the man that I keep trying to detach from. Will it ever end between the two of us....

Feeling quite unsettled to say the least. But at least I am feeling better physically and even got to the gym and had a very good workout. But not very grounded and wondering what on earth is happening today.

My son`s girlfriend is all upset now because her Mom is off on a Mediterranean cruise so she is feeling like an orphan which is probably why she doesn`t want to come and celebrate anything today. However she is in her 30`s and you would think that it would not be such a big deal with her Mom out of town but I guess she is closer to her family than a lot of people that I do know.

I think I should just get outside and go for a long walk in the sun while it is still here.

Happy Mother`s Day to you all.