....temporarily but still I did fall into the dark abyss for a tad yesterday. The friend that I wrote about yesterday laughed and told me to re-read what I wrote the other day. The part about forgetting our divinity and remembering to hit the ON switch.
Got smacked today really hard. Should have seen it coming but then again, things are always coming at us aren't they.
Hmmmmmmmm............now where did I put my Divinity? In front of me? Behind me? No is that it over to the right? Now the left? It is so tiring searching everywhere for it when we all know it is right here in the centre - and since it is me making all this noise I have to say that it is in the centre of ME.
Shock hit me and my entire body went out of balance, off centre. It felt awful. It felt like I had stepped outside myself and couldn't figure out how to get back in. Tried to do all the usual things that I do but the sensations persisted. Usually when things like this have happened, I start to cry but yesterday no tears. Shaking and feeling numb but no tears. Still feeling kind of out of it today but have lots of positive things to attend to and I do know that with time, this too shall pass.
The Universe is always giving us prods in the direction that we are meant to be going. When we deny the validity of those same prods, we end up where I did. Out of balance and out of touch with the Divine being that I am. I've done it time and time again and I now decide to pay attention.
I now stop trying to make someone fit into my life or, should I say, make me a part of theirs. I choose to be all that I need in each now moment, complete and whole within the totality of my being. I now move forward into the life that is waiting without trying to recreate the life that I used to lead.
Sigh...........
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