The power of healing in a place of security

The word healing has a lot of different connotations. For some it is recovering from an illness or injury. For others it means coming into a deeper understanding of their own psyches and this is where healing comes in for me.

I have healed physical ailments, not only for me but for others through my work but at the end of the day, it is all about being fully present in your life. I know that I have skirted around a lot of different healing opportunities throughout my life and, once more, I am at another crossroads. But the difference this time is that I am feeling more in control of my self. So much has transpired over the past couple of years that I am at the point where I am finally ready to step out of the old unwanted patterns of behaviour and start to tap more fully into my Soul.

Funny that I am writing this today as I had thought I WAS working with, or AS my Soul up to this point. I now realize that I have been much more involved in the human aspects of my journey as opposed to stepping fully into my own power to BE..........just to BE.

Today is the day too as the workshop starts later today. I have been questionning myself my entire life. Am I with the right person? Am I living in the right space? Am I doing my work? At the end of the day it had nothing to do with any of those questions. They were all just illusions that kept me from simply being who I AM....as a Soul. So now what?

First of all, I am now committing to ME. Not to the Me that I thought I was but to the ME that is calling to me these days. SHE is full of life and love and while I have been giving all of me to others most of my life, today I am going to start to just give to me. This is not a selfish thing. This is a most necessary part of my evolution. Funny how writing this brings all sorts of things to surface.

Why have I not been giving to me? Why do I insist on giving all of myself to others? And, more importantly, what happened to being unconditional in all of what I do. Someone at the gym this morning said that we are all conditional. Why is that? Is it that we are all wanting others to give to us that which we wish to find within? Perhaps - but I choose to believe that if I can start to think of me first, not in a selfish way, but as a Soul striving to be the best that I can be my life will shift in wonderfully positive ways. Feels good.

I was lamenting the fact the other day that I ask so many questions of myself that I don't just allow myself to flow through my days with a belief and trust that all is in Divine right time and order. Sheesh....it is hard. I know that when people say that we have to suffer I always say NO, that is not true. But it appears that we do bring that same suffering to ourselves with the choices we make. So making clear, conscious choices is the only way to go. Sometimes it takes a while to get to that place of clarity but if we keep making the right choices, the flow will be engaged and we can flow into the best place for us to be.........not so much a place outside ourselves but to a place WITHIN where it is all perfect. For as we know, it is ALL perfect in every moment anyway so we may as well just accept and allow for all that is coming to be able to land.....in a place that is a fertile ground for all the goodness that is available to take root and grow.

So here's to growing into the best that I can be and I wish this for you too.