The Selfless Muse.........

Perfect timing. It is now exactly 1:11 p.m. and I am sitting down to share with you all now. I think I finally got it...........aligned that is. The urge to sit here and write daily has now got me in its grip. Hooray......seems that I can now be my own Muse instead of looking outside myself for inspiration. The Divine Muse within. Nice title....perhaps I'll use it for the book that I think I am already in the midst of writing.

I have been releasing so much lately that it feels as if a divine fountain has been engaged. It is effortlessly spewing forth all that is no longer necessary for me to continue clinging to. And believe me, sometimes it has felt like I had a death grip on situations that were not only causing me angst but disempowering me in all aspects of my life. Interesting how we do that isn't it? Continuing to cling to the old when there is so much newness clamoring to get in.....in to our energy fields. Newness that will assist us in moving forward and toward the life that is calling us.

I printed out a little tidbit the other day and blew it up so it is now looking at me as I sit here writing. It is also on the fridge.....a holding place for many little tidbits of inspiration that grab my attention numerous times a day. Anyway it says

WE MUST BE WILLING TO LET GO OF THE LIFE WE HAVE PLANNED SO AS TO HAVE THE LIFE THAT IS WAITING FOR US.

My life is waiting for me? You mean it is already there and all I have to do is catch up? Neat thought or more importantly a good way to look at life.

Our lives are already happening when we land in them. We of course have a hand in how our days unfold but when we are persistently clinging to our idea of how it "should" be, we lose sight of how it is and perhaps how it "could" be. I know that my life has not been as I had envisioned it and I am only now understanding that all that I have been through to this point was necessary, even the stuff that had me down on my knees pleading with God or the Universe or whomever to make it stop. But it didn't and here I am now, a little bruised but ready to take up the mantle once more and forge ahead.

I have a meeting with a group of Spas today and they called me. Woo hoo.....had responded to an ad for Bodyworkers on Craigs list and for the first time ever, there was no mention of having to be accredited or registered or licensed. Since I like to say that my gifrs are a download from God, I do not have little pieces of paper saying that I studied with this person or received this commendation from that school so it has been hard for me to even get in the door until now. The person with whom I am meeting even said that they are more interested in how I present myself and they are looking for someone who can relate to the wide range of clients that they receive. She stressed that a large percentage of their clients are in the movie/entertainment industry so right off the bat, I know that I will be well received.

I am a unique Soul and most of my own clients are creative beings. I very rarely attract the accountant types or the very rigid personas. I am looking forward to seeing how this pans out and I have to admit when she said that she was looking for bodyworkers instead of a receptionist/Administrative person I let out a big sigh and said Thank you.

I had almost given up on continuing to do my work and had been persuing other forms of employment, including doing office work which is something that I did long ago but when I asked what position she was calling about, I think I almost shouted hooray. Anyway, lets all put our positive energies together for me and envision a wonderful positive outcome. Thanks everyone.

So this life that is waiting for me to engage in feels much more aligned now that all that other stuff is being discarded. No more to look for others to get my juices flowing. Just allow my own flow to be engaged and settle in for the ride.

Have a wonderful day.