early Saturday mornings

So the dancing was fun. I danced for the entire time I was there since we were sitting right at the edge of the dance floor. Great music and the rythyms just kept coming. The friend I went with unfortunately is experiencing pain in her knee so only danced for a short while. I LOVE dancing so it was perfect for me.

It is interesting to note that I basically danced by myself....sure the dance floor was packed but I didn't have a partner is what I meant. And it didn't even bother me. In years past, I would have been bummed out if no one asked me to dance but now, as I am definitely getting older, I just allow it to be perfect. I like to dance and I know that I do not need to have a partner to do so. Just like everything else in my life.

I am missing "that" man though even though he really wasn't here even was he was......strange. Still find myself thinking of him and wanting to pick up the phone but Spirit grabs me by the throat, head and heart and gently talks me down.........smile. So at the end of the day, is it me that really wants a partner in my life or is it just that I was used to it.

I was watching couples dancing last night and thinking "I want a guy that wants to dance with me like that one, or that one over there" but I didn't get all depressed about it which was the emotion that used to come to mind. I just thought "whatever"... I can dance by myself and be good with that.

Plus I realized that had I had a guy in my life this past week, would I have accomplished all that I did, manifest all that I have..........I don't know but I do know that without the distraction I have been focussing more on my creative and business life. So that must be a good thing.

Anyway, up early as today is my first REAL day at the fitness facility. Get to move to more music all morning so that is a good thing. A friend of mine asked me if the music blaring at this spot would bug me and I looked at her like she was crazy. "Hey, this is me. I love music and dancing so it is a perfect fit". And I think I'll just go with that thought.

Today is a perfect day for me to be me and that must be good.

Blessings and joyful thoughts to you all.