Friday, June 27, 2008

getting ready for a beautiful weekend

It is Friday and the day has dawned sunny and bright. Perfect for a long weekend. Not that I am much into long weekends as I do some work on Saturdays and usually Mondays but this weekend I only have Saturday to contend with and then I'm free until sometime Tuesday. No plans other than dancing on Saturday night...........woo hoo.......gotta love that. And if the weather continues to cooperate I am spending the day on Sunday at Wreck Beach.

For those of who don't know of Wreck Beach, it is the largest Nude Beach probably on the West Coast. Beautiful sand and no sign of humanity......just looking out on the ocean as we lean on our respective logs. Lots of music playing throughout the day, a soft and easy atmosphere and LOTS of sun. haven't been there much the past couple of years, firstly because last year I broke the bones in my foot and couldn't make it up and down the LONG trail to the beach. And this year, the weather has been so crummy that it just has not happened. But this weekend, I am there....smile

Was feeling rather out of it yesterday. Very tired and low energy. Whenever that occurs I tend to find myself dwelling on the past and in particular "you know who". I realized that his energy is like that..............slow and draining...........and as I sat in that uncomfortable energy I realized how much NOT like that my true energy is. Was quite an enlightening discovery for me. When I had been with him I would spiral down into HIS energy and think that we were a match. Glad that I have risen up out of that space. But I have to admit that it was quite a revelation. When I am in my own energy and moving forward there is no thought of the old BUT when I get into a lower based vibration, HE comes into my thoughts. Something to pay attention to for anyone who is attempting to disengage from a relationship that is going nowhere.

When is it that you feel the pull to the other? Is it when you are in alignment with you and your vibration? Or is it when you are feeling low and out of alignment? Pay attention.............lots of insight with this one. Hope it helps.

I'm up early so am going to get the gym part of the day out of the way and see if I can squeeze any beach time in today. Not that I am complaining but I have someone coming at 11:00 for a session. The next confirmed booking for the day is at 5:00 p.m. so perhaps sometime between 1 and 4 unless the other "possible" session gets off work early and then he will be here somewhere in between. Good to be busy and I need to remember this.

But, still the beach calls to me..........I love the SUN.....

And on another note, another friend of mine just received a visitor yesterday. The love of her life from when she was 17 years old just arrived for a 5 day visit. They have not seen each other in 30 YEARS and he is staying in her little TINY studio apartment. She is a major yogini and does not even own a table, nor chairs or a couch. Should be interesting on a number of levels. I just realized that she was going to come and get another pillow because she only has one of those too and she forgot. Again I say, should be interesting.

Have a good one.