It is hump day

So it is the middle of the week and I am feeling like a new person. So nice to have someone in my life who thinks I am special and makes sure that I know that is how he feels. I have been on this quest for a partner for a long time and had started to feel like it would be a very long time before I was ready to embrace another relationship........even though I have been dealing with fear at opening to another. That last one got to me big time. And it is not like I haven't met others but I just never felt a connection that would sustain a relationship. But this one is different.

I had been saying that I just wanted someone "normal", whatever that is. But I had always also said that I needed a bit of an edge...someone who lives a relatively normal life but can step into another more exciting place with me. So doing all that a normal couple does but being able to open to a place that is also exciting and invigorating. And this man fills the shoes of what I had been desiring. He is funny, very fit, wise through all his years of living but still looking at the next phase of his life and wanting someone to share it with him. And he has picked me.

I had seen this man around the neighbourhood and always noticed him but had made a point of not connecting. I could tell that he is different with a very unique look. But then again, I know that I am a unique woman but I have had this belief that there would never be another that would really fill all the qualities that I had been seeking. I spoke with a woman onthe street the other day and she said that perhaps while I had been looking for someone I was not really open to receive and that is so true. So glad that I finally stopped and talked with him. So now am able to move into something real, something that will sustain both he and I. So, the relationship issue seems to be mvoing into a place of trust and joy and that is a very good thing.

Now, to get on with my work once again. Have been really slacking in that regard the past year. Having my little job at Curves gives me a purpose but it is not anywhere near what I am capable of accomplishing and the money is definitely not going to support me to any great degree. It is fun and fun is a good thing but I do need to get going with something more abundant.

Today feels like a Monday to me for some odd reason and it is already Wednesday. Today is the first day of the rest of my life and I am ready to embrace it whole-heartedly. Feels good...

Blessings