a new day dawns

Happy Wednesday everyone. Well I did it last night and it wasn't anywhere near as hard as I thought it was. Of course it turns out that while I am becoming more aware and conscious about my shadow aspects, I now realize that there is really no light and dark within me, it is just a different shade...........white, black or grey. I have certainly never considered myself a grey person but when we all blend with everything that we are, the shade softens. And grey is a very neutral colour now isn't it?

Spoke with Peter (there I can even say his name now without cringing) and we had a good long talk. About where he is at and all that he too has been going through this past two weeks. It is like speaking with a sibling, bringing all that our upbringing led us to. And we have to face it that the Universe brought us together so that we could really see what is up with the both of us. Funny that last night I spoke about my deepest "secrets" and then this morning he calls to talk about what he is going through. I miss our talks and we did talk a LOT during our times together. And don't worry Corinna, it was just a conversation.........smile. It seems that whenever we are apart, I still have the urge to talk with him and let him know what is up with me and of course, the connection that Twin Flames have is very strong..........so even though we keep thinking that we can't see one another, there is still this spark that connects us. He shared some pretty harsh things about what is going on with him and as usual, with us, he is able to talk in a complete and open way with me.....like twins. Not obsessing about it, but it felt good to chat.

The other 2 week weirdo has completely lost it. Thank God/Goddess that I am strong in my Soul. Whacked people are drawn to me and I am not going to beat myself up about it. Being a healer I know that these people feel the light and want to bask in it so now the challenge for me is to let my light shine from a pure and divine place instead of the FLAME that can burn things to the ground. Let's just say that the Divine Violet Flame of transformation and transmutation is blazing on high beam at this time. It is time to get on with it....life that is.

May the Light within your Soul guide you on your journey today.

I know that I am moving forward and it feels good.

Namaste