Monday ramblings

At least it is not a week since my last posting. I am having trouble getting anything accomplished, let alone writing..............oh oh.........Sigh

And all around me things seem to be in a state of flux. Work situations, my lovely new little place to do my readings out of, some physical ailments. So here I sit wondering - that's it - simply wondering.

The people that I spoke with today were also in the same space. I went for a walk and had a couple of conversations with some folks pertaining to the work situation and each and every one of them seemed slightly OFF today. Must be something to do with the planets or something. I'm sure one of you might be able to fill me in.

And of course there is the new guy. We both got to see the other sick this weekend and that is always a strange thing. He likes to go into his cave and now that I think about it, I do too. I used to want someone there to "look after me" but now I just want to eat soup, drink tea and lay around without having to explain myself to anyone. He voices concern and I feel his sympathy and it feels perfect for me. He went home to recuperate and it allowed me to do my own little brand of healing without feeling like I had to be doing something for anyone else. Anyway, he is feeling like new again and I am slowly coming back to normal.

Seems to be a lot of heaviness around me though and I am trying to wade through it. Stressors I guess like everyone else but while I acknowledge them, I am finding it harder to see what needs to be done to alleviate said stress. I used to fill up my time when there were things calling to me with the hopes that they would just disappear. Now, it appears, that I simply go into a place of quiet and stillness and WAIT. That is what I am doing it seems. Waiting for the dust to settle on said stressors and then, with some clarity, I will be able to make the appropriate decisions. PERFECT!

As I wrote that that last bit I realized that a lot of my stressors relate to the people for whom I am "attempting" to work. They all seem to be in a state of major flux - financially, emotionally and physically - so my trying to figure out what is happening is really a futile waste of time. I could always just decide to jump ship and change course but there are a lot of wonderful possibilities if the financial end (on their end) could get ironed out. I mean a wonderful world vision, a generally fun work atmosphere and opportunities to advance within something meaningful.

So thank you dear BLOG for being here for me to bounce things off of. I feel much better and know that I don't have to make any major decisions until the powers that be get their acts together.

And with that bit of insight, I shall bid you all a fond adieu. I bought a wonderful new novel to read and I am going to go and do just that.

Blessings of JOYFUL abundance......