News flash

WOW what a difference a few hours makes. If you have been following on my erratic blog, you might have read a post from yesterday morning talking about how this new man of mine (6 whole months ....... woo hoo) is finally starting to win me over and how he could actually really be the one.



BANG..................WHOOSH>>>>>



The phone rang early in the afternoon and some woman from another city proceeds to tell me that she has been his girlfriend for the past SIX YEARS............ W H A T ???????????



Can you say deflate THAT balloon............



I had a very brief conversation with him where he was getting angry at ME for even engaging HER in conversation. Hello? I told him to get over here and we would have a conversation face to face. Should be interesting..............



Now as to the WHY of why I did engage. She started to ask me questions about specific dates over the past few months that perfectly corresponded with his absences from town. AND turns out that she was even in town last weekend.....ahem........VALENTINE'S DAY and I did not see him until Sunday night without any valentines day greeting card or anything.



He is very good with answers and reasons for this or that and since I happen to be an extremely forgiving person........or perhaps it is just that I try not to expect anything of others, I just let it all slide. I am wondering about my mental state as I write this.



What woman wouldn't be really pissed if, not only did her guy NOT see her on Valentine's Day but, when he did see her the next day, he doesn't even bring her a card or a rose? Would not most guys have thought to get a card or remembered to pick up a rose the next day as he was going over to her house?

I am simply too accomodating when it comes to men. It is now early Sunday morning and I have not slept much at all. Between HER phone calls and his ranting I am rather beat up. Again I have to ask myself, how on earth did I manifest this one.

Sure wish I could cry but I think that I have kept a HUGE part of my heart isolated during this whole relationship as there was always something that I just couldn't put my finger on. He has all these answers for things but usually it involves yelling at me for listening to her. I mean really.........how could I not?

I have issues with trust so I can even chuckle here as I realize I brought in a VERY untrustworthy man. Sigh.

Think I'll go to the gym and sweat...