POOF......another week gone

How do I do that? It amazes me how my days can just slip by, apparently with me at the helm but I have no idea where they went............the days that is.............this week.

Of course I guess I had a wee bit of a shock almost 2 weeks ago so to be wandering in a slight bit of a daze shouldn't surprise me. What does surprise me however, is how I have weathered this particular storm.

It has pushed me to get more pro-active in my life and look further than next week which is a good thing. I have also started to resume weekly meditation circles which is a great boost to me. It means that I have to step outside of the worldly distractions and focus on the inner world..my inner world and the inner self of the masses. I know that what we each do in our own life has a direct effect on the worlds of those around us and, more importantly, on the collective unconsciousness......or is that the collective consciousness? I always get confused with that one.

I have been delving inside trying to unearth the whys and how comes of the people that I bring into my life. And each time I get the same answer.

You are in the midst of a deeper healing while STILL working on the same issues with each and every person you come into contact with. The harder the lessons, the deeper you get to go.

I am looking at it all as a gift - learning more and more about me in every moment. So while I had a moment of sadness at the perceived injustice of it all, I do know, in my heart and Soul that I am getting closer and closer to a place of love for me - within it all.

Was reading a bit about the law of attraction this morning and on one site there was this affirmation or intention.

I want a genuine, conscious, loving relationship and I will do whatever work on myself I need to do to make this desire come true.

It got my attention. Am I doing whatever work I need to do to make this a reality in my life? And to be perfectly honest, I have not been doing so. There is work that I know will help me move further along my path in a place of trust and love but I had not allowed myself to go there. Perhaps because there were still lessons to be learned in this space in time. If that is the case, then NOW there is no reason for me to still be rambling around in THIS space......the space wherein I exist.

Is it time to leave the city or is it time for me to leave the old ways behind and move into a different way?

Questions to ponder and ones I am going to be comtemplating in the days ahead.

I do feel that something big has shifted. Stay tuned......