Perfect timing and the call of Destiny

and it has been busy this past few days. I am so happy to have made this transition into a place where I am focussed on what it is that I am putting out there and, more importantly on what I am resonating with within.

The response has been amazingly positive when I have put my proposal to various folks around town. I KNOW how important a regular meditation practice is and to be offering it into the Seniors is a perfect fit. the timing seems to be in alignment with this shift within more and more communities, or perhaps I should say demographics. And I am ready, willing and more than able to provide this service. Feels good.

Heading over to meet with one of these prospects of mine and I spent a part of last night envisioning where in the facility I would like to conduct these, the space and the feel of it all. I'm ready.

Weather is weird. One moment it is hot and sunny and then a cold wave will hit and it whacks me big time. I keep getting these little mini headaches, just enough to make me feel all cloggy..it tends to slow me down. I don't remember being so affected by weather patterns as I am these days. Could it be menopause or perhaps a shifting into a different level of awareness? Probably a bit of the two methinks.

There has also been a change in how I am feeling when I am out in public these days too. Can't quite put my finger on it but perhaps a more detached sense of the importance of others in my life. I think that I used to be always "watching" to see if anyone noticed me....don't quite know what that was about either. Now, however, I am finding myself smiling just because and am not as aware of everyone else anymore.

When I was taking public transit to the course I did notice that NO ONE made eye contact, let alone lifted their eyes from their laps (if sitting) or their feet. Everyone is their own little world. And I guess that is what we are meant to be doing through these changing times.

I am sensing that we are to become immersed in our own little world and have it be enough. This is not to say that we will detach completely from others.....hey we all need companionship in whatever form it appears.....but we will realized the importance of our own companionship with our Self. That is something that I have had issues with my entire life. Feeling like I needed to have others in my space, physically, so that when I was alone, it felt like something was missing. And at the end of the day it turned out to be me.

I have come to this realization a couple of other times in my life but had always fallen into the old patterns that were familiar even though they didn't work......mainly because I was looking for others to fulfill some piece of me that I thought was empty. It is different this time.

I am heeding my own counsel. I am allowing the solitude to envelop me in its loving embrace. More importantly - I am moving forward in my life like I have not done for a VERY VERY VERY long time. Finding the niche that will welcome me in work wise is also very important. I had initially thought that I would get a "job" but now realize that I will take me to a number of different places to share all that I have to give. There will be variety, lots of people contact and a chance to make a very real difference in the lives of some souls who are feeling lost and alone out in their world.

Time to get this show on the road. Destiny calls.............