WOW......has this day been a blur. Been trying to get it together since an early morning instant message from someone from the past. Didn't realize how much that little connection would affect my entire energy field. Methinks there is still work to be done there. BUT please God/Goddess let me handle the rest of my life without this becoming so all consuming.
Sigh..........I'll be fine. I know that this is simply something to do with the Full Moon of Saturday. One of the most intense ones I've personally felt in a very long while. My meditation circle tonight is focussing on the personality's resistance to fully letting go of its control due to deeply entrenched conditioning and unconquered shadow residue. Hence the connection with this Soul from the past. Had thought I HAD let go of that energy but from the reaction that I am moving within, it appears that I have NOT. Will this never end.
I do remember times in the past when trying to detach from this Soul connection, I would lament that I would not be fully released from this energetic cord until this Being left the Earth's realm. I have ALWAYS been able to let go of people when it was time but this one will not release it's grip. Even though we have not conversed for almost 9 months, still the old energy was RIGHT THERE front and centre - almost as if it was ready to begin anew. Another chance to continue the work that we are here to do together.
But then of course I could be just full of poop........who the heck knows.
At this very moment however a bright bit of light. The phone company is changing my services and upgrading the speed of my internet connection and it will save me....yup...SAVE ME almost $15.00 a month. THIS is good so I am choosing to see this as a LIGHT at the end of the tunnel. Anything that is a positive energy works for me right now.
So blah blah blah......not the most inspirational message for this moment but it is what it is.
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