So it has been an interesting start to 2009 and I see that I have not posted one item yet for the year. Been trying to get a handle on what is next in my life and once again, I tried to do the regular 3rd dimensional linear WORK thing. Of course, it is not materializing but the phone has started ringing again with clients so I am taking it that, once again, I am to simply focus on my work for Spirit and let that elusive TRUST thing take hold.
Going well with the man (coming up to 6 months) but as with most relationships, there are some issues that cause me a bit of concern. Not the least of which is the fact that he is wanting to start looking at places for us to co-habitate in. While we do spend a lot of time together, I am not ready to actually LIVE with him. Funny how we change our attitudes towards things like that as we age. At least, I have changed in that regard.
Thought that I wanted to be in a complete relationship with someone...........including living with that person but now that I have been on my own for so long, that old FEAR thing creeps in.
So here I am......issues with the financial end of things....issues with the relationship thing....trying to understand ME within it all. Haven't even been writing anything worthwhile these past few months. Seem to be caught up in a lot of angst about life in general. Usually that is a catalyst to get it down on paper but this time, I am just moving through my days and hoping for the best.....sigh.
Hope all is well with everyone else out there in cyberspace.
Blessings to you all.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
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