Sunday morning blurb

Feeling a little bit more tired today. Woke up very early and then had a quick phone call from "him" (back in brackets so we all know of whom I am speaking). Had the strangest question for me but I think he just wanted to have a reason to call me. At least no yelling or trying to take me out of my centre. Certainly was no energy within me wanting to have him come to me. So done with that energy.

And then, my wonderful friend from Barbados connected through Skype. Talked with him for over an hour. This is a man I met on line around 2 years ago and he has been there for me throughout all of this bulls**t with those other men. Hey, ya never know. Feels safer knowing that he is all the way over there and I am here but he has suggested we meet in the real world soon. And I do know that I need to meet him finally. I am amazed that he has never disappeared from my little world EVER since we first spoke. a nice man and that is perhaps what is getting to me. Am I ready for a genuinely NICE man. One who is honest, intelligent, creative (he is a singer, musician and producer complete with his own studio on his property) and without an ounce of judgment about anything. Ah, not getting carried away but I guess I will just see what happens. He said today that perhaps he is just going to have to come and get me so that we can take this relationship of ours to the next level. I, however, have a 3 week course starting tomorrow so I don't have to concern myself with that for a while anyway. Me and men. What am I going to do? And of course, when I have said to myself that no men for me for a while. Thank God for something like a whole continent between us, not to mention a bit of ocean.........smile..........

Heading over to have lunch with Dear Old Dad because I won't be able to for the next little while. Perhaps play a game of crib too. At least I am doing something right in that area. He is always so happy to see me. I can't imagine being where he is but then again, I am not him so how can I ever know what really is going on with him. Hey......half the time I don't even know what is going on with me.......groan

So glad that the course starts tomorrow. Will give me a focus for the next short while and that feels good. Moving forward and being pro-active in changing my life - for the better for sure.

I wish for you all a day of joy and wonder at all the possibilities out there.