Mid week check in

Was moving along at a great clip, feeling very focussed and positive about the future and then yesterday, the momentum slowed down. Got a call from one place that seems to be all about red tape, boards and "the norm"........not a good place for me.

Had been told by someone "in the know" that when you want to get your work out into the world, it is best to start in your neighbourhood - somewhere where you are at home - so, taking that into consideration, I approached the local Seniors networking place a few blocks from home. Had a GREAT meeting with the programmer and she was all excited about my coming in to offer meditation circles for the Seniors AND to do a day a week offering mini healing sessions. Now, it turns out that all proposals that come into this space have to go through a BOARD approval process. WHAT!!! The programmer is new and was shocked that she couldn't just set up a time and let me get at it. So while a minor glitch has occurred, she still is looking at ways to get me in there to get my name out more into the community.

Turns out that since they already have someone else offering Meditation in the other community centres in the area, they won't let me offer my brand of circles because, as they say, it is not fair to offer competition to the people who have been there previous to my coming on to the scene. AND this person doesn't even offer it to the Seniors PLUS they say I have to have insurance............WHAT!!! I say again.

What kind of insurance does a meditation facilitator get? Insurance saying that you promise that they won't get TOO enlightened? Frustrating to say the least. So that affected me and not in a great way. But didn't initially realize that it had.

Last night was my regular meditation circle offering in my home and no one showed up. I knew earlier in the day that the energies were not aligned but still, when the time came and went I did feel let down. No expectations right! I do try but sometimes this little human in me succumbs to feelings of lack. I think that is what was showing up or perhaps it was a feeling that what I offer is not good enough and as soon as I write that, I know that that is just the little me whining.

I realize that sometimes what it is that I wish to take out into the world will take some time to get rolling. I am ready willing and able right now though and just wish it would all happen quicker.

I did have a wonderful session with a new client yesterday. Amazing energy with a VERY beautiful Soul. Hope to do more with him in the future. He had never worked with someone like me but he felt that Spirit had led him to me so I'll just be patient and see what comes down the road. I do love to do my healing work. It makes me so aware of ME and my place in the world. Now just need to do more of it.

In case you didn't know it, I do remote healing sessions too for any of you who might want to check that out. Incredibly powerful as we are all interconnected so let me know if you want some more information about this aspect of the work.

So I've now been up since 5:30 a.m. and the gym should be open so I'm going to go and sweat and get on with my day.

Blessings to you all.