what a difference a few hours makes

I just had a wonderful meditation circle with some beautiful souls. Makes me realize that THIS is what I do best. Feel so very fulfilling. And it is a very good thing because something from the past resurfaced today. It has been almost 9 months since I have had to deal with this situation. But thankfully I have learned so much about me this past same 9 months. I know a different woman will stand within the energy this time. Hmmmmmmmm, 9 months - a typical gestation period. I guess you could say a rebirth is upon me.

During my circle this evening I was amazed at how I managed to get it all into the 2 hour time frame that I had set out…..without any stress or angst. Spirit just weaved through me and it all came together in perfect divine order. Felt such amazing energy and support from the Light and yes, it was the light that I felt, connecting with and through me. I feel blessed.

It is in these moments that I feel my Soul sing and all is right with my world. I have a meeting scheduled with someone tomorrow regarding a Volunteer role at a hospice for terminally ill people. My offering to them will be in the form of meditation circles as a support during these trying times – giving of my gifts to these transitioning Souls as a service to Source.

While the money might not be flowing in swiftly at this time, there is a minimum of stress. I find that there is a certain amount of money I like to see in the bank at any given time and as long as it stays above this LINE for me, I feel abundant. And I seem to be doing it which still amazes me. Perhaps I really am being supported by the Universe.

That’s a wonderful thought and I choose to embrace it as the Universe embraces me.

What we give out, we receive back - but multiplied - to the extent that we open ourselves to receive.

We are all One.

Namaste

weird energies swirling around today

WOW......has this day been a blur. Been trying to get it together since an early morning instant message from someone from the past. Didn't realize how much that little connection would affect my entire energy field. Methinks there is still work to be done there. BUT please God/Goddess let me handle the rest of my life without this becoming so all consuming.

Sigh..........I'll be fine. I know that this is simply something to do with the Full Moon of Saturday. One of the most intense ones I've personally felt in a very long while. My meditation circle tonight is focussing on the personality's resistance to fully letting go of its control due to deeply entrenched conditioning and unconquered shadow residue. Hence the connection with this Soul from the past. Had thought I HAD let go of that energy but from the reaction that I am moving within, it appears that I have NOT. Will this never end.

I do remember times in the past when trying to detach from this Soul connection, I would lament that I would not be fully released from this energetic cord until this Being left the Earth's realm. I have ALWAYS been able to let go of people when it was time but this one will not release it's grip. Even though we have not conversed for almost 9 months, still the old energy was RIGHT THERE front and centre - almost as if it was ready to begin anew. Another chance to continue the work that we are here to do together.

But then of course I could be just full of poop........who the heck knows.

At this very moment however a bright bit of light. The phone company is changing my services and upgrading the speed of my internet connection and it will save me....yup...SAVE ME almost $15.00 a month. THIS is good so I am choosing to see this as a LIGHT at the end of the tunnel. Anything that is a positive energy works for me right now.

So blah blah blah......not the most inspirational message for this moment but it is what it is.