Feeling guilty because I didn't write anything here yesterday as I was out and about until late so here I sit, going hmmmmmmmm? What to talk about today?
It's different as my friend is back from her trip so I am not exactly on my own anymore which does tend to slow up the creative juices. Certainly realized that I do enjoy being on my own these days which is so different from the past and it is really hard trying to write when someone is sitting across from you "talking". Oh well, we'll see how it goes as I will be moving next weekend and will have more alone time once more.
The prospect of moving is a tad disconcerting as I dread having to go over there and pack while the ex sits holding court. I suggested that perhaps he might want to go somewhere for a few hours while my friend and I pack and lug everything out. Of course, wouldn't it be nice if he would offer to help schlepp some of the boxes down to the truck but that is not going to be happening. Plus, he refuses to give us some space to get organized. I said "what do you think I'm going to do? Take some of your stuff or something?" and he just grunted. So friggin distrustful, but then again, that is one of the reasons we are no longer together. Anyway, I know I'll get through it so just have to suck it up and do it.
Heading out to the new abode in a short while to measure and figure out what exactly I will have room for. Mainly thinking of my plants, which I would really like to take with me but if there is not enough room, I guess the ex will get to keep them.
This is not working so there is noise coming from the kitchen. I don't think she understands that it is really hard to concentrate on writing when excess noise is taking over.
I officially give up.
Tomorrow I shall return. Have a good one.
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