Energetically speaking

So for the past couple of days I have been feeling......how to put this......OFF!  Yeah, that about sums it up.  If you have ever worked with energy you know that if the connections are not fully engaged say, in your home wiring, the lights will not work or the heat won't come on, until the wiring is firing on all cylinders.  And that's about how I was feeling.  I felt as if my circuits are getting re-wired.   I appear to be at the mid point of a work in progress and I wish to move through this next channel...so to speak.  

I realize that I use the expression "so to speak" and perhaps I should reconsider as it really is just a phrase which isn't  necessary and, aspiring writer that I am, I am well aware of another phrase which is "less is more".  And I understand totally BUT when I am writing on this blog, it feels as if I am talking to you and when I say "so to speak" there are also hand and body gestures that would add to the whole dialogue....at least in my humble opinion.  Zoom.....off on a tagent I went.  When my original intent, as I sat down to write was to speak of the recent state of me...energetically.

There is a lot of stress within my new abode.  And while I myself am definitely not stressed, I can't seem to shake off this energy which I realize is not mine.  There is this wonderful weekly "energy report" that I go to once in a while to see what he has to say.  Well today, as is usually the case, I found myself going "O.K. I get it" and for the rest of the day I have been settling in to my rightful energy.

I happen to be one of those people who like to "understand" things, especially when I find myself feeling out of sorts and wondering what's happening to make me feel like this.   I am making a conscious effort daily to tap in with myself and just let my thoughts free flow.  I find it very cleansing as I let it go.  Other than a couple of thoughts of the future which had me coming into a place of fear and doubt, the intensity of these energies far surpassed how I was being affected.

My housemate is going through what another friend calls "the dark night of my own crap".  At times it does feel like her Soul has gone into hiding, waiting for the crap to clear.  Anyway usually we talk about what is happening at some point in the day but for a couple of days it was just too much for her to share.  The silence doesn't bother me as I understand that when things are out of whack in your life, sometimes you just don't want to talk so I have given her space and room to deal in her own way.

However ENERGETICALLY I have been dodging the energy as it hangs heavy in the air.   So I can understand what has been happening.   But THEN, after going to the energy report guy, I realized that there is a Full Moon lunar eclipse on Wednesday and I have been further activated by the energies of this full moon.

And now not only do I understand my own thoughts, I already understand my receptivity to the energies of others and, now I understand that this energy has all been amplified by the upcoming Full Moon.  And for some odd reason, I feel SO much better.

I sit here chuckling to myself............"Yeah, it's not my fault".  Can you say LITTLE KID HERE, wanting to prove that I didn't do it.....whatever IT was.

Never mind that last part.

Have a great evening or day or morning wherever you are....

Namaste