Paying attention and finding your flow

I must do what I do and I am so very happy that I have finally admitted that there is nothing that I would rather do - than what I do.  It is a varied set of things - that which I do.  And it all involves my cooperation with Spirit.  Trusting Spirit and having Faith which in turns entails trusting my Self to allow the machinations of Spirit in my life.  I realize that I am a vessel through which Spirit flows, in whatever way IT chooses.

When I was younger I remember trying to figure out what this "IT" is that we all talk about.  You know - things like.....IT will be fine....or I get IT.  What is this IT?

I thought up things like Inner Thoughts, Independent Thinking, Idle Thoughts and you know what?
They are all right.  What we are talking about when we get "IT" is divine understanding as to the workings of the mind, both conscious and unconscious, so that all that we desire can come to us.  And it will - if we truly trust in the divine rightness of all exactly as it is.  So back to what I do..........got off on a tangent there........sorry...

One of those things is write.  I always have so much going on in my head that it is in the putting down of it all - I was going to say "on paper" - that I allow myself the courtesy of paying attention. When one is in the flow of life, it moves relatively smoothly with moderate ups and downs as we manoeuver through it all, trusting that we are moving in the right direction.  Sometimes we think that this detour or that detour is o.k., even when it doesn't feel anywhere remotely connected to "o.k.".  nd that is when we are NOT paying attention.

The reason for this particular discourse is the realization that I am feeling so much better these past few days as I have been setting definite times to write.  I have even started to write long hand again as I sit with my coffee and write in my journal.  I like to call this my "check in with me time" so that I can work out any potential items that may cause me to get anxious or stressed.  And it is working very well as I do find that there are times in the morning when I wake up and do feel stressed.  And this is not a nice way to start the day.

So this journal has become my friend.  There is no rush.  I don't stress about how much I write, just that I get something down and it is generally saying how I feel in the moment.  I write until I feel that it is complete...at least in that genre and then I can get on with my day.  It has helped me slow down as I found that I was trying to write fast which made my writing almost unintelligible.  So now I relax over my coffee and write anything that comes to me.  Not unlike what I write here but just not so much....smile   Of course typing is WAY faster.

I have also started to attend a group of Souls who are trying to deal with their own variations of "trust" in that they are finding themselves and attempting to move forward.  In fact, we are all going through life together, are we not.....it's just that we are all at different forks in the road.  Anyway, this was my 3rd time, it was on a different day than usual and the group was WAY larger.  As usual I didn't feel that I fit in with this particular group but still I went.

It is one of those groups where people are encouraged to share their feelings and how they are doing.  Never been a problem for me until lately.  So here I am, sitting there, listening to these other Souls sharing how they are doing and it made my heart ache.  Sure I have been through my own brand of - how to say this - CRAP but I was most definitely the most UP person there.  At the break I spoke with 3 separate people who came up TO ME.  At the end two more said that they wanted to speak with me about things.  So that brings me to the other thing that I do which is assist people on their journeys.  Officially I do Energy healings and Intuitive Readings but I like to think that I am a vessel through which Spirit flows, allowing me to help through my own unique intuitive hits.

So there I sat, in a group that I had considered skipping, realizing that I have a definite purpose in the group.  Spirit has put me there to inspire and hopefully assist others in getting to a place where they are trusting in Spirit and doing what they have been given to do, by that same Spirit.  It doesn't matter what IT is, but once you find your own IT, you can go and do IT and that feels wonderful.

So pay attention.  Find your Flow and go with IT. 

As Goethe says "There is strength, power and magic in IT".

I rest my case.

Namaste