WOW........am I ever feeling stoked... Just got off the phone from doing my first ever live webcast on News for the Soul and it was great.
I have no problem speaking with others and the hour simply flowed and when we had finished speaking, the host and I, the phone lines lit up and I got to give my own brand of intuitive insight for a number of callers' questions. Felt very in tune with it all and am very much looking forward to doing this every second Tuesday. For those of you who would like to check it out, go to www.newsforthesoul.com and have a listen. It is always streaming live and you can also archive any shows you might feel are calling to you...like perhaps...ahem....ME!.......grin
Had the most amazing Thanksgiving weekend ever this past weekend. Having my daughter and her guy here was great and lots of wonderful energies were shared, not only with them but with all the other wonderful Souls who shared parts of it all with us. Feeling so very blessed with life as it seems to be unfolding now.
I also got some answers as to the "whys" and "how comes" pertaining to the relationship status between my son, his wife and I. I get it...I truly do. My only issue with it all is that we haven't been able to move past the hurts and angst that we have all been going through. I know that I did some things to upset them and I take full responsibility for it all. Now to move past it and come to a place of trust and truth between us all. Wish us all luck.
I so miss being a part of my son's life and while I am very cognizant of the fact that he is not a kid anymore, he is my son and I miss him being a part of MY life. I am also aware of his need to distance himself from me, if for no other reason than that he feels like a "kid" when with his mother. I do not foster that sensation, at least not consciously but this is something he will have to come to grips with on his own.
I see what an amazing husband and father he is and see the love that shines all around the three of them when I see them. I just want to be able to get to know him as the adult that he is without him getting all weirded out whenever he feels that I am being too much MOM..........because face it sonny boy, I AM your mother, always have been and always will be..........Hey, I wonder if he reads this blog. I smile as I realize that it would certainly help if he did as I tend to talk about all my regular life issues here for all to see....including him if he so chooses.
Yup..life certainly is interesting and methinks it will always be so. So on with my day. Hope yours is full of love, laughter and joy.
Til later...................
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
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