Greetings fellow humans......

WELLLLLLLLLL, a whole new whack of readers found me today and wouldn't you know it, nothing of any note whatsoever to be read.  But they did find me and perhaps they will come back and read what I generally write about, which is just my day to day comings and goings, sort of like today.

It is absolutely beautiful out there today.  But cold for sure.  The poor dogs water was frozen in their dishes this morning much to their chagrin.  While I usually bond really well with dogs, these ones are a tad out of control, so much so that if I want to go outside in the back or on the deck, I have to a) decide if it is important for my clothes to stay Clean??? or b) am I going to deke them into thinking I am going to go and throw a ball in the yard, OFF the deck thereby allowing me to sit out there.   Duke and Daisy are their names and they are quite the pair.  Big, full of energy and VERY friendly to the point that this huge monster will try to climb into my arms.  Kinda overwhelming.  But I digress...

We were discussing the weather.  I went to the gym this morning and all the while I kept thinking...are you nuts??  It is gorgeous out there but I do like the workout and had decided that I would get outside after lunch yet, here I sit, writing, which is what a writer is supposed to do but.......Whaaaaaaa, it's sunny...frowny face.

But I also realize that I LIKE to write about what is going on.  It is almost like therapy for ME.  I just realized that a diary is like that....and perhaps while we all call this venue of expression a BLOG these days, it could really act as one's diary, like in days of old where we are free to express ourselves without judgement, unless of course it comes from inside - and THAT is the worst sort of judgment.
(I will save a discourse on "judgment of self" for another day.)

I had a meeting with a woman who has introduced me to a cult......JUST KIDDING...smile...  She has "shared" with me some amazing wellness products and I have found myself actually wanting to work with these products, as I can "feel" the energy that they possess.  There will, however, be the need for me to get OUT in the world again with the express purpose of meeting people, which I have not felt the urge to do for quite some time.

I had always been a very social person but for the past few years I found myself getting more solitary and rather enjoying the solitude, the time to be with me and me alone, me and my thoughts.  However, I kept hearing this voice in my head saying "O.K. so what do you WANT to do".  I had lots of different answers to that one.  They went something like this.

I would like to attract a larger client base within which to do my healing work, thereby assisting more and more people through my work.

I would like to expand my sphere of influence out in the world by sharing my own unique perspective on life and how we can be MORE than what we currently find ourselves to BE.

I just noticed that instead of prefacing those last two sentences with I WANT, I had gently suggested that I would like.  I'll continue...

I want to make more money.  And that entails putting more effort into the manifestation of said money...acknowledged!

I want to be leading groups again.

So these products and company are assisting TONS of people, they are coming at life from the heart, honouring their connection to a higher power/source AND I genuinely like the people I have already met.  Just feel like they are friends and will be there forever.  Amazing........There is a direct connection to all of what I am desiring to do with my life so I am going to go with it.  It means reading lots of material, studying, meetings, talking, talking, talking and generally letting my natural energy flow once more.

For those of you who have your own businesses, you know the combination of excitement and terror that accompany the beginning stages.  I'm at that stage but this is something that I have always stayed away from, or at least the concept - one that others have been trying to tell me I should do forever.  And I must admit I had always thought if I find a product, something that I can use and benefit from, get excited about the healing properties of, and "simply share" my experience with others, THAT would be something I could work with.

The terror part is not really there as I figure I've got nothing to lose and the possibilities are endless.  I'm up for the challenge and methinks that working with a team is exactly what I need to push me to the other side.....of ME.

Have a great day and thanks for stopping by!