Saturday, November 24, 2012

Welcoming the Future

So Arthur wasn't home.......only those of you who regularly read my words know of what I speak....sort of like a club or something.  And she would have come to calls from Moi today, if ANY day, as I went to the local "psychic fair" to check out the locals.

They all seem to be the same,wherever you go unless you have ever gone to one of those HUGE psychic fairs in convention centres.  Way too much energy for me, that's for sure.  Anyway, today was not like that at all.  Simply the "heritage" hall with tables of spiritual based wares for sale, about 8 readers/psychics/palm readers and a couple of people doing Reiki.  

When I found out about it, I decided to go to the "fair" to check out the psychic/healer/spiritual community and knew that I'd find someone there with which to resonate.  One woman was standing next to a sign welcoming people into the community once a week for a coffee get together at a local coffee shop to share ideas and generally connect with those of like mind and energy.  This woman is indeed a part of this group and since another woman had mentioned this group, actually two women at different times mentioned this group, I realized that this is why I went there today.

I very rarely have readings from others but would have been open to that as well if someone resonated with me but that wasn't the case.  I very much liked the energy of the group connection woman and will be checking them out this coming week.

I must admit that people out here in Rural Ville are much more open and welcoming of someone new into the neighbourhood than in the big city.  AND, they like to hug which automatically makes you feel like you are safe with "family".  When I had returned to the city after a rather lengthy absence, upon sharing that I am an Intuitive healer and reader, I found that people felt that they were in some big competition with me and made it ever so difficult to work.  Finally got to the point where I made sure  to figure out the receptivity level of whoever I was meeting prior to sharing too much.  Out here, I  am just who I am and so far, it feels pretty good.

I also got a couple of contacts from a friend of mine who moved away about 3 years ago.  She used to do work with this person and since she is about 20 minutes away from where I currently am, it would be good to get something happening on the work front.

So all in all made a couple of really good connections today.  Am finding more and more places for me to visit where I feel welcomed and at ease.  I had been giving myself a bad time for not getting out there faster but then I realized that I just moved here 26 days ago - I mean REALLY??  That's not even a whole month.

So, in my world, and this IS my world, I am probably right on track.  I gave myself a six month window to figure out where I REALLY want to be living and while, it is very quiet and friendly out here, I know that the city is calling to me on a daily basis.   It isn't even that I went out all that often when I lived there but the energy is what draws me in.  And now that I am on my own and completely single again I just feel the city is more in alignment with who I "think" I AM.  And I just realized something.....

Maybe that's it.  Maybe I SHOULD be out here in Rural Ville.  Maybe this IS more ME.  At this time of the year I will admit that this feels good.......quiet and lots of trees.  It rains a lot so being in a warm cozy home is a perfect place to sit and write which is my main focus these days.  Now the test will come once the weather gets nicer.  I loved the park and the beaches of my old neighbourhood.  I could walk everywhere and here you have to DRIVE to get anything.

Anyway, this is all a moot point as I am here now and where I will be 6 months from now will present itself to me when the time is right.  I'm just remaining open to all possibilities.  I do know that I would rather live in a house when I do return to the city and that will not happen in the old neighbourhood.  Was at an area that I am considering yesterday so just need to put some feelers out to see what's available.

Actually moving forward, if only in my mind and that is where it all starts anyway.  Just need to get the heart and Spirit connecting on a daily basis and between all these various parts of me the future will be revealed as it arrives.

Works for me.

Have a good night.