Ridding negative energies

What a crazy couple of weeks it has been.  Been spending a lot of time with my granddaughter and I contracted |"something" when at a kids play space a couple of weeks ago.  This sickness in and of itself is not such a big deal but the most bizarre situation occurred with someone that I had embarked on a business venture with.  In a nutshell, it went something like this...

The initial work had been done, a first draft, so to speak and I had received the copy and was to get back to the person which I did, explaining that I would look over it all and make my suggestions in my next phone call.  But then I came down with this thing and was in bed for 4 days.  Then I was going through the poor me stage where I just felt so awful that I didn't want to speak with anyone, nor did I feel like trying to make sense of the draft, etc.

So finally last Saturday I actually felt half way human and was going to call this person after my morning coffee.  Unfortunately, I was greeted by the most derogatory email from her implying all these bad intentions on my part because I hadn't contacted her yet.  I immediately called and left messages explaining that of course I wanted to go forward.  I sent an email detailing the course of the week and asked her to call me.

I have had to find another person to assist me with the venture but now she is holding everything up so at a loss as to what to do now.  We (her and I) had secured a new domain name for the venture but she will not release it until she receives such a small amount of money that it has become a joke.  Sent the money off but still nada...

Seems that the Universe is making sure that I rid myself of negative energy in the way of friends and acquaintances but it has thrown me for quite a loop.  I also lost another acquaintance for the same reason....I didn't respond in a timely manner and another person in my life is gone.

It is obvious that I had too many people in my life who were not "friends" while I had considered them both a part of my life. Seems sad that people jump to conclusions and even though perfectly good reasons for my absence were given, they choose to believe that I am somehow in the wrong.

This situation has been going on for quite a few years now as I have been forced to distance myself from people through no fault of mine.  And of course, still I am left feeling sorry for them as there appears to be so much hurt and anger in their lives.  As I write this I know that one of my life's challenges has been attaching myself to those who are in need of help.  Being a Healer I am always up for helping but finally coming to the realization that I can not help others when they are not ready to help themselves.

So for today, I will not allow the energies of others to affect me adversely.  I know that I am a good loving human Being.  Just need to find others of the same ilk without always thinking I have to assume the Healers mantle. Be a friend to others and welcome the friendship of those who choose to see me for ME.

Life is good when we allow it to be.

Have a wonderful day out there in cyberspace.