So computer problem fixed and I was not responsible for it at all. Something to do with a filter or something but not me........funny I was thinking I had something to do with it all but at least it does make me remember that we do indeed get what we asked for.
Including emails from people who usually do not communicate that well. Remember the other day when I was feeling low and talking about the "man" with whom I had a relationship that was perhaps not exactly sacred? Well, shock of shocks, he just sent me the longest most explanatory and honest email ever. Of course now I am sitting here going WHAT NOW? Funny how the man/woman thing is and I certainly wish that I could figure it out or at least figure me out.
Anyway, here I sit on Monday, writing my blog for Monday. The story is going along really well and I will be writing up a storm this morning and then, as my reward, going to the beach. I am spending a LOT of time at the beach but HEY, that is what a Hawaiian vacation is for...right?
Hmmmmmmmmm, thinking about the statement "You always get what you ask for." I have to wonder sometimes about what I do bring into my life. Especially when it concerns men. Do I truly want to be in a loving, committed relationship or am I simply wanting to enjoy the company of others. Am I asking for simply pleasure or do I want something more? Seems like a no brainer to me but still there I am actually considering getting together with Mr. Wrong again. Am I the kind of woman who can separate her heart from the rest of her? I think not yet still, there is this pull to "him". Hey ladies......feedback? Or any of you men? What are your thoughts about this subject.
Can we actually have fun with someone and then be done with it? I know there are many, many people who can do this and have a perfectly comfortable life through it all. I just don't think that I am one of them. Remember Sex in the City and Samantha? She seemed to be able to jump from one man to the other with no thoughts of anyone but herself. But then she fell in love with this one man who just had to have other women. He claimed to love her but then again, he loved many. There seem to be a lot of men like that around or at least that I am coming into contact with. So back to the getting what you ask for. Am I asking for this? Is this a part of me that truly wants people to be separate from the heart? Curious but I guess I'll just have to figure this one out by myself.
BUT, the sun is shining (Ho Hum.......AGAIN.......sigh) and the story calls to me so I shall bid you all adieu.
Blessings and Aloha until next time.
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